No clue how to begin to write this or explain this topic that is rolling around up there in the brain. The only way for me to get started is to just type away with no rough draft.
Have you ever had a person in your life that makes you feel like they are limiting your potential? This is so hard to explain. The person does the following things:
- rolls their eyes
- makes rude comments
- brings out the worst in you
- mumbles words under their breath
The only words I can use to explain the feeling is:
“Makes me feel like I am in a little room, and my head is bumping the ceiling.”
Well, this is how I felt around a person in my life every single time I was with them.
So, I decided to remove the person from my life, because it seemed as though they were holding me back with the negative vibes. Sorry, feelings are a hard thing for me to put on paper.
This topic is so hard to write on because it’s not abuse of any kind, just weird and indescribable feelings I get around this person. The sad part is I do love them, but do not like the “little room” feeling.
The only other time I felt this way in my life, was as a teen. Maybe teens can understand what I am trying to write in this post….hard to explain.
Does anyone know what I am trying to explain?
Is this making any sense to anyone in the world?